Friday 10 February 2012

i'm not a good friend, i'm sorry

i'm not perfect,
i'm not a superhero,
if i even one of those,
i'm still not a perfect human being.
i miss all the time togather..
you,he,she and i spent a lot of time togather in our life..
still, not knowing whether its fake or true..
because i'm stupid..
i always blamed on you,
because i'm a fool..
i always hurting you..
eventhough you said you were okay..
but i can feel your heart shattered.
that is unevitable..
this is not natural.
but you never listen to my heart my dear..
sometimes you are different..
you can be this one particular person that i hate the most..
you could never know the pain that i felt,
You probably never think of me at all,
and i know we have no memories,
but the one who really wants you is me,
in the end only my tears will fall...

I stay, you walk away
i stand back, watching you day by day

There are days when i just miss you so much..
there are days when i just craved for your touch...

once again i'm left crying for you,
once again i'm left here missing you,

i am nothing without you..
like a leaf that flies in the air,
and soon, it'll be dead.
and here..im confess,
that i suck..
maybe im a spoiled brat.
sulking like a little kid..
i am useless
you can blamed on me..
im not a good friend..
yeah..not! not even once.
i'm sorry..
and i mean it.